I'm finally updating! Hehe, i'm a very good girl nowadays, always staying at home to do my homework. SHOCK ANOT? ^^.

I'm like using super long time to update this post! I keep on pausing to think what to write ):

I haven't been going out lately, so i'm gonna talk about last sunday. 10 april i think?

Tht stupid cousin of mine came over then i left house. Went over to cwp to buy hollow pin.

Aft tht took bus to my house downstairs, met Qineng & his friend, and helped her pierced her tongue.

The whole process was effing epic.

After tht we went to the multi purpose hall while watching them play basketball. 

camwhored :3. Alottttttt.

Texted Alvin, and he came downstairs and awhile me and cousin went up my house. 

Ate my curry chicken while she eat maggi mee :b!

Aft tht we watched few movies, i showed her some parts of piranha :b!

SHE TOTALLY FREAKED OUT. HAHA.

Thn she keep wanting to watch drag me to hell but i'm super scared of tht show so i didn't let her watch <;

Then we webcammed!

Aft awhile she left home!

And wow, from monday til now thursday i haven't went out a single day. 

And anyw i change my blogsongs, to kinda emotional.

Tht expresses my mood now. Emotional and upset.

It came as a shock. Rly shock. I cried a few nights reminiscing the memories.

Don't bother looking back at me, i've decided to move on. I've decided to let you live your life.

In peace. W/o my restrictions. W/o me making you worry all the time.

I love you, i really did. But its time to end this. There's a beginning, there's an end.

And since, you were the one who hinted the end, i guess i've no right to stop this end.

And wow, i know you've moved on. I can feel it. Don't lie to me tht you love me. Don't lie again.

Cause if you rly love me, you won't leave. You won't hurt me so deep. You knew i cried. You did. And you believed me that i wasn't crying.

Maybe, in another life, we'll be together. I given up on this life. 

I guess i'm rly making the choice that i'm gonna turn les. 

I've been considering for some time now, and i guess nows the time.

I thought i knew how i feels. But i was wrong.

I can't help but surrender my everything to you.

Love him well. Take care.

fs me. please. i need some comforts. i'm breaking down.