A letter to someone who pesters in my mind;

Laughs, i think he wont read. ^ means something yea <: . I HOPE HE DOESNT READ. I hope he doesnt know how i feel. Im afraid he will never talk to me.

Mojo, 

We talk on msn all night, we sweet talk each other like couple, but were just friends aint we? I guess, i kinda, think too much about us. Maybe you never thought about you and me. Maybe we can only be friends in your mind. I hope, that you will never know that bubbles had once fallen so deep in love with you. I wanted you to be there when i fall, but i guess you didn''t even know i fell straight from the start. Yes, thats me. I fall in love easily, but in the end, i hate myself for loving you. You know, how it feels, to love someone, and the someone to be right infront of her all the time, and bearing very hard not to tell you how she actually feels?! It hurts. It makes me feel trapped and fuckedup. I feel kinda screwed. Nevermind, i finally rant things out. IREALLYMISSYOU. FROMTHEBOTTOMOFMYHEART.