A letter fr my parents;

I may have done alot t make you guys disappointed.
I may have made you guys cry,
I know, you all want the best fr me,
But you know, sometimes, its just hard t express that we know,
And you think that we don't know/ don't care about how you guys feel.
At least i attempts t, and you everytime you attempt t look into my heart,
I would push you away..

Mummy,
Everytime i run home etc, you'll be the most worry about me.
You'll spam me thousands of miss calls, && I'll always off my phone.
Make you worry only.
A couple of times, you report police, but hold back,
Cause you know i'll come back.
Sometimes, i think you're too wei da fr me you knows?
You scold me fr my good, beat me so that i can improve && do better,
&& i've always been making you upset, make you cry,
Shout at you, hurl vulgarities at you w/o thinking.
Thanksyou mummy, <3

Daddy,
Though we always like cannot communicate well,
Cause we both character v alike also,
We both those v v stubborn and gundu gundu type.
Then we always stick t our on opinion, then we always quarrel.
Mummy said you were a patient guy, until i started being rebellious && all these.
You chased me out of the house when you first knew i touched sticks,
But then you called me back in, cause you were afraid someone would bully me outside,
Afraid i'll never come back,
Sometimes, your beatings really hurt alot, but i seem t understand more nowadays,
I promise t be a good girl alrights?
I'll not run home, touch sticks, pg, && etc anymore k?
Thanksyou daddy, <3

Mummy && Daddy;
If not fr you both, i won't be here,
&& I won't be using this computer now t type this.
I know you guys will read :B!