Q I M I N: October 2012

&; Living in self denial,

hello been so long since I last blogged. I'm rlly lazy to blog rn. no motivation..

been feeling rather down recently due to a lot of matters. n I think this is just the beginning.

sigh, my bday is in another 4 days n it falls on children day. idk if he would rmb n would he even give a damn. I rlly don't know. I don't wanna hope too much but it just keeps coming into my head. I guess its another single birthday. last year was an exception. was pretty good. the best birthday I ever had n this year its all back to square one.

anyway been meeting up with my old friends recently. shawn, raymond, nis, shyan, cheryl, but still haven't met jas :-(. gonna meet her soon. went few times to town with shawn n ate my tomyum as usual hehe. he's rlly a good friend of mine :')

#ootd for ecp trip with family to find my cousins. fun n sad day. cried a lot. I never fail to cry at ecp. not even once. every time confirm will have something crop up n I'll cry.

had mac for dinz that night.

went for job interview n met up with shawn @ compass after that to get nis's bday present.

waiting with cheryl for raymond n shawn to come fetch us to nis house

waited at nis house downstairs for a couple of hours before I told her to come down with a sob story. then shyan, cheryl, raymond n shawn surprised her with a cake. fun day with my loves.