FAKE FRIENDS ARE LIKE SHADOWS, WITH YOU ONLY ON SUNNY DAYS.
lol ok im here to rant.
i'm so disappointed in this person. srsly disappointed. again and again she lied to me, again and again i forgave her. and apparently she doesn't know that i know she lies. lol.
so yea, i knew her like a year ago or smth, then we became close during the june hols. meeting everyday, always kup money buy cigg, always coming over to my house early in the morn, always camwhoring everywhere. always wearing twin outfit, tie same hair, same hairstyle. some people would already know who she is.
yep, she was a great listening ear when i was upset over aaron. when there was so much drama happening in my life. so many times she've done things she shouldn't do, and i helped her lie about it. always slacking at yishun void decks, going cotton on, coming over my house and wait for me to bathe and prepare, go sing k, we even stick the same nails pattern on one of our hands. she would take my camera and camwhore while i take hers and camwhore. then we would spend some time at tampines mall, smoking and camwhoring and talking.
when i first begun to have feelings for chunwai, she was there. i told her about my feelings. i told her idk whether he's suitable anot. she always listened. a good listener i guess. however we drifted.
when we arrange to meet, its either im not free for her or she's not free to meet. and sometimes when we finally agree, she would suddenly back out or mia. then i would be wasting my time and money calling and spamming her phone. many times she would tell me her phone no battery or whatever, but i know that she just doesn't want to see me.
recently, she didn't pick up her phone again. she told me she went into lock up, still asked me to help her. of course i immediately contacted her boyfriend to go bail her out, bcus she asked me to ask him to act as her brother. i didn't think at that point of time, i was so worried. then her boyfriend later on told me she reached home at around 1030pm, so i was much relieved. then i recalled what happened.
shouldn't the parents or family only be allowed to fetch her? its not like her boyfriend has the same sir name as her. then again, when i called her the next day, she told me what happened and she reached home at 12am. big diff from what her boyfriend told me.
my boyfriend told me should be lying already, but i keep telling myself to believe in her. i guess thats the problem with me. i trust people too easily. always giving them another chance, even though how upset i get, i still would forgive them. still would trust them. then a few days ago, i heard she lied. lied about the lock up and everything. i was so so so upset. but i didn't say anything. until she recently posted on her blog about how she has no friends and SHE CAN'T FIND ANYTHING WRONG WITH HERSELF.
this made me furious. yeah i know im not a perfect friend or anything, i know to me boyfriend > friends. however when she needed me, when she want me to meet her i would make myself free. when im not free, at least i bother telling the truth. when im tired, i would say maybe meet another day. i don't leave her hanging and waiting for me.
so yeah, whats wrong with you? the problem with you is that you can arrange plans with someone, and then suddenly don't feel like meeting and then you mia. then after you mia, you'll cook up some lj story to cover up. and smth i have to say, sec 2 my bday. she asked me to meet her. then she left me waiting at woodlands mrt for 1 hour. ONE FREAKING HOUR ON MY BDAY. do you feel how upset i was. so disappointed, so broken. and then a few weeks later, she got back to me and said, sorry i didn't know that day was your bday. my heart totally shattered.
ok enough with this, im heading out now.
lol ok im here to rant.
i'm so disappointed in this person. srsly disappointed. again and again she lied to me, again and again i forgave her. and apparently she doesn't know that i know she lies. lol.
so yea, i knew her like a year ago or smth, then we became close during the june hols. meeting everyday, always kup money buy cigg, always coming over to my house early in the morn, always camwhoring everywhere. always wearing twin outfit, tie same hair, same hairstyle. some people would already know who she is.
yep, she was a great listening ear when i was upset over aaron. when there was so much drama happening in my life. so many times she've done things she shouldn't do, and i helped her lie about it. always slacking at yishun void decks, going cotton on, coming over my house and wait for me to bathe and prepare, go sing k, we even stick the same nails pattern on one of our hands. she would take my camera and camwhore while i take hers and camwhore. then we would spend some time at tampines mall, smoking and camwhoring and talking.
when i first begun to have feelings for chunwai, she was there. i told her about my feelings. i told her idk whether he's suitable anot. she always listened. a good listener i guess. however we drifted.
when we arrange to meet, its either im not free for her or she's not free to meet. and sometimes when we finally agree, she would suddenly back out or mia. then i would be wasting my time and money calling and spamming her phone. many times she would tell me her phone no battery or whatever, but i know that she just doesn't want to see me.
recently, she didn't pick up her phone again. she told me she went into lock up, still asked me to help her. of course i immediately contacted her boyfriend to go bail her out, bcus she asked me to ask him to act as her brother. i didn't think at that point of time, i was so worried. then her boyfriend later on told me she reached home at around 1030pm, so i was much relieved. then i recalled what happened.
shouldn't the parents or family only be allowed to fetch her? its not like her boyfriend has the same sir name as her. then again, when i called her the next day, she told me what happened and she reached home at 12am. big diff from what her boyfriend told me.
my boyfriend told me should be lying already, but i keep telling myself to believe in her. i guess thats the problem with me. i trust people too easily. always giving them another chance, even though how upset i get, i still would forgive them. still would trust them. then a few days ago, i heard she lied. lied about the lock up and everything. i was so so so upset. but i didn't say anything. until she recently posted on her blog about how she has no friends and SHE CAN'T FIND ANYTHING WRONG WITH HERSELF.
this made me furious. yeah i know im not a perfect friend or anything, i know to me boyfriend > friends. however when she needed me, when she want me to meet her i would make myself free. when im not free, at least i bother telling the truth. when im tired, i would say maybe meet another day. i don't leave her hanging and waiting for me.
so yeah, whats wrong with you? the problem with you is that you can arrange plans with someone, and then suddenly don't feel like meeting and then you mia. then after you mia, you'll cook up some lj story to cover up. and smth i have to say, sec 2 my bday. she asked me to meet her. then she left me waiting at woodlands mrt for 1 hour. ONE FREAKING HOUR ON MY BDAY. do you feel how upset i was. so disappointed, so broken. and then a few weeks later, she got back to me and said, sorry i didn't know that day was your bday. my heart totally shattered.
ok enough with this, im heading out now.
and a middle finger for people who decide that my heart is a fucking usable and throwable toy.
