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A letter to someone from my childhood,

Hmm , i dw say her name out here na. But i just wanna say that, from primary one to 3, she was my best friend. We did practicallly EVERYTHING together, but then pri 4, we went into different classes, we made a deal to meet everytime @ a place during recess, but she never turns up. I see her with a new friend. So yea, i guess, thats all :).

A letter to someone whose not in my state / country ,

Hi , my cousins <: , hahaha i love them oh so much okays ! Always when i go back msia then spend time with them , then when going get close alr need come back singapore alr >: . i sometimes really think i dont wanna come back . msia is a much happier place , i don't know why can our happiness be compared with our education . Yes i know education is bloody impt , but then if we not happy here we also wont focus on studies de ma . Aiya , idk la , this post is short , cause idk what to say .

A letter to someone i miss the most,

JerrilCJY. I fucking regretted , but since you want things this way, i guess it'll be hard to walk back ba. Guess you having your freedom. Enjoy , i wish you joy and happiness, and these 5 months, were great.

its too late.

A letter to someone i've drifted with;

I guess its meant to be.

A letter to someone i wish could forgive me;

I guess the someone i wish could forgive me is my dearest bby.
Dear bby, i've always break my promise. Remember? I promised, i'll quit smoking and drinking, i'll not pierce/repierce my nose, tragus, tongue & septum. But i broke them all. I asked you not to be angry, and you really tried your best to keep calm with me that day. Though you quiet at there, instead was me who angry at you. But i think everything was alright after i throw the ring. hehehe, but i know you haven't forgive me ):. Please bby, i love you, forgive me?

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(  ) Smoked A Cigar
(  ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Am / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
(  ) Been Fired
(  ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
(  ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
(  ) Been To Paris
(  ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(  ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(  ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(  ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(  ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 15

Level 8
(  ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(  ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 17

Level 9
(  ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(  ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 20

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(  ) Felt An Earthquake
(  ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR:  21

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(  ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been Cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 12
(  ) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(  ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
(  ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(  ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(  ) Witnessed A Crime
(  ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 30

Level 15
(  ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
(  ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(  ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 32

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep!
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 37

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(  ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 40

Level 18
(  ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ Sun Rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(  ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 42

Level 19
(  ) Crashed A Party
(  ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(  ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR:  44

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(  ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
(  ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 46

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(  ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(  ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 48

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(  ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 51

Level 24
(  ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(  ) Climbed A Tree
(  ) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(x) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 52

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(  ) Gone Streaking
(  ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 54

Level 26
(  ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(  ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 57

Level 27
(  ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(  ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(  ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 59

Level 28
(  ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(  ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(  ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself.

SO FAR: 64

Level 29
(x) Rode On A Roller Coaster
(  ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.
(  ) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 67

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(  ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone (aww)
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 71

Level 32
(  ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
(  ) Had sex in the rain
(  ) Flattened someones tires
(  ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
(  ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 71

I've done 71 out of the 132 stupid things , hahaha !

A letter to the person i hate most/ caused me the most pain,

Hmm , i've been dreading for this letter to this someone . Okay , so , sigh , this guy , LiangLongT. , is someone who caused me the most pain.
Ni hao ma ? Wo hen hao , wo xi wang ni hen hao , yin wei ni shi na ge ba wo bian cheng xian zai zhe yang de ren . I know you confirm wont read one , cause you whole day only know what ? Hong zharbor . Ha , your friend told me you very sensitive de , thats why you can never last long one . Hmm , but actually thinking about it , me and you lasted quite long , i think was because i endured ? Ha , if  never endured , bet i wouldn't have been hurt so much yea ? :) But things are alr over , and i don't hate you actually . I wanna thank you for make me become today de me , wont so immature , :). If not for you , i guess i still very immature and still think that everything can go my way yea ? And of course , i wouldn't have grown up so much , and fight for my own rights now , i'll probably be abused like crazy alr , ;smil. Thanks for letting me be part of your life , and thank you so much for letting me grow up , really thank you , and wish you happy ^^ .

A letter to a deceased person i wished i could talk to;

Hmm , this person , would most probably be my uncle , my mother's eldest brother . He passed away 2 years ago , while i was having PSLE , and his death upsetted me alot . I want to let you guys know , that he's always been there for me , and he dotes on me the most , he treats me like his own blood daughter yea , and i've always loved him . Though i only visited him only few times a year , i've always been shy to see him , cause he's a great guy . Seirously a great guy , and i want to tell him that , uncle , thank you for being a great part of my life , i'm sorry i couldn't attend your funeral , i hope you wouldn't blame me , and i love you <3.

iloveyou , i really do .