A letter to someone i didn't talk to as much as i'd like to;
Hi,
I dont wanna mention your name, but i hope you'll read this, and i hope you'll know its you. I thought we would be like real good friends. Till that few times. You jio-ed me out first, in the end, you told me, you wanted to meet HIM, so yea, forget it. We didn't meet. Then you said we'd go tamp together, you said you would wait for me at mrt, but then you weren't there, your phone's off. I cried in public, i was a fool to have cried. I went tamp all alone. Then very long later, you texted me say you waited very long, did you even wait, or did you even come? I was thinking. but i forgot about the matter. A few more times, you put me aeroplane also. Till one last chance, i gave you. My birthday. I told you long time ago its my birthday, and i wanted to go out with some people. YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO COME ALONG. I DIDN'T FORCE YOU. Your school early release. I called you, you didn't pick. I sms-ed you, you didn't reply. what a joke to play on me on my birthday yea? You didn't contact me. All the way. I was so pissed. So pissed, that you even ruined my birthday. And from that day ons, i never contact you. I guess we can never be the friends forever as promised yea? And i never regret once knowing you, you taught me how to be strong and not cry in public so shamelessly ever again. Thanks.
Hi,
I dont wanna mention your name, but i hope you'll read this, and i hope you'll know its you. I thought we would be like real good friends. Till that few times. You jio-ed me out first, in the end, you told me, you wanted to meet HIM, so yea, forget it. We didn't meet. Then you said we'd go tamp together, you said you would wait for me at mrt, but then you weren't there, your phone's off. I cried in public, i was a fool to have cried. I went tamp all alone. Then very long later, you texted me say you waited very long, did you even wait, or did you even come? I was thinking. but i forgot about the matter. A few more times, you put me aeroplane also. Till one last chance, i gave you. My birthday. I told you long time ago its my birthday, and i wanted to go out with some people. YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO COME ALONG. I DIDN'T FORCE YOU. Your school early release. I called you, you didn't pick. I sms-ed you, you didn't reply. what a joke to play on me on my birthday yea? You didn't contact me. All the way. I was so pissed. So pissed, that you even ruined my birthday. And from that day ons, i never contact you. I guess we can never be the friends forever as promised yea? And i never regret once knowing you, you taught me how to be strong and not cry in public so shamelessly ever again. Thanks.
Whee, im back im back ! Anyone miss me ? Hmm, watched child's eye, and i mf cried. Wtf is wrong with me, but i cried cause scared plus abit touching at the back. Plus hor, go inside the hell there damn lame siol :x. Fake si.
School was boring, and whatthefuck, i can't promote. Cause i bloody failed my english, 3 more marks. And i wont get conditional promotion. Cause i have 0 CCA attendence, andandand 2 major demerits & 1 suspension. God bless siak!
And btwbtw, my mother fly liao :D She fly to taiwan. Yay (Y), i love my daddy, cause today had bigbig quarrel w bby >:, daddy hugged me and told me its not worth. When my mother around, my father like devil laidat, but then hor, he actually angel siols ;luvs.
And its 3.30am in the morning, i can't sleep. But its okay, tml's promotion day, no school :D Yipppps, tml meeting jasmine aft her school, wheeeee ;luvs. I wanna watch movie movie movie <3. And im so so so so bored right nows, my entertainer went to sleep. I guess i going sleep soon >:.
Wheeee, i love ivan :x. He's my msn & fb entertainer okkkk <: He damn kind bodoh, he cheered me up loads, thanks ivan, lailailai, HL milk gan bei ;luvs! Andandand to that MARCUS, don't say i never mention you in my post okk <: I now mention liao, HAHAHAHAHA, thanks la (Y).
(Act innocent only ^, tsktsk :x)
Byebye people, i seriuosly got nothing to do, gonna take loads of pictures tml okk <:, then i shall upload again, wheeeeee, bye people ;luvs!
Quiz ( tagged by monica ;luvs)
1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
>Hmm, forehead ba? :/.2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
>Great, its sunday <:!
3. Who was the last person who you took pics with?
>Eunice sister.
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
>Hmm, at times, yea.
5. Would you ever donate blood?
>Im not old enough to.
6. Have you had a good friends of the opposite sex?
>Who doesn't?
7. Do you want someone dead?
>YESYESYES (Y).
8. What does your last sms say?
>Buzi gurl..nw noe i hu le ma? - from weihong.
9. What are you thinking of right now? .
>I really gotta sleep.
10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
>Yea, tonning >:.
11.What time did you sleep last night?
>1 am plus?
12 .Where did you buy the shirt that you are wearing now?
>Cottonon.
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
>Yes.
14. Who was the last person that smsed you?
>Weihong.
15.10 ppl tagged to do this quiz?
>1. Chelsea 2. Chernis 3. Jasmine 4. Peishyan 5. Clarence 6. Zhongxian 7. Zixin 8. Jingyi 9. Maru 10. Xinern
16. Who are you having a relationship with?
>J.
17. Is 3 female or male ?
>Female greentea ;lala!
19. What is number 1 study about?
>o.o?
20. Is number 4 single?
>Nope ;eeks, her gorilla ...
21. Say something bout number 5.
>Always there for me ;luvs!
22. What do you think bout number 3 and 6 together?
>Hahahahaha (Y), got hope wor :x.
23. Describe no.9.
>My pretty mummy ;luvs!
24. What will you do if number 6 & 7 fiqht?
>Fight over?
25. Do you like number 8?
>She's my darling okk <:!
For those who are tagged to do the quiz: copy the quiz to your blog and do it. (IF YOU WANT)
Stop crying.
Hai, ni men hao! Suspension zhen de shi no life! Wo de mama bu rang wo chu men, chu men ye you curfew, 7pm jiu yao dao jia. Fucking lame!
Hen sian, hen sian. Last friday, 08.10.10, when back home. At woodlands int, saw bby waiting for me, i was like, whatthefuck, cover my face, due t my nurse uniform -'-.
Aft that waited bus w bby, and saw liling, suay only. Then aft that at my house bby keep want throw my iceblast, hao bu rong yi give him ;sob. Hehehe, bu yao jin <:
Aft that i went bathe, then put slight makeup then go out lo <:, me and bby took 161 t hougang then walk t donovan house. Damn epic there, i scared of dogs. -____-.
Aft that bus-ed t serangoon then train-ed t tamp meet isabel for my item. Then went t kopitiam eat dinner. Bby bought chicken rice for me while he ate jap food.
Aft that went t watch Charlie St. Cloud. Wtf, totally like talking t ghost sia, i didn't really understand much. Cause me and bby doing somethings make until Donovan veryvery pekchek also :x.
Aft movie train home, then train got delay, epic only. Bby pei me til amk there then he bus-ed home, while i take all the way t woodlands.
Heheh, 10.10.10 was me and bby 4th month <:, *wink. Yesterday 13.10.10, went cine watch The other guys. Not bad ley, I like i like (Y).
Aft that train back woodlands then bought sushi from cold storage, and peach bubbletea from each a cup. Then sit outside arcade eat, like pathetic only (Y).
After eating, went in arcade ddr awhile. Got 2 kind lady give me their credit cause they don't wanna play anymore. Hohoho, i rock \m/.
Byebye.
A letter t someone i wish i could meet,
Hello, i wish i could meet my future husband. And i suppose, i want you, my bby t be my future husband. ;shy, i want t tell you, if one day, like seriously one day, we get married, and have kids of our own, i swear 4, :x, i want t tell you that i'll never stop loving you. Even if my feelings for you do fade for a lil, or perhaps, i'll like temporary pms you, i'll try my best t love you for life. As i always say t people ard me, nobody is 100% tiongxim no matter what. The defination of tiongxim is like, totally devoted t this person, and never change before. I can't admit that im tiongxim, cause im not. If i tiongxim, i wouldn't have gave LiangLongT up. You know? Everybody changes their loved ones. But you cannot say they hongster also, cause they change their loved ones, in order t find someone seriously perfect for them. Like veryvery perfect. Although you hurt the other party, if you don't like the person, and you continue being w him, you'll be cheating his feelings cause you don't love him like he does. Though he says he doesn't mind, you'll think its unfair, cause he doesn't have someone who loves him and cherish him as well. Hence, i would like t tell you here, bby, i'll love you w all i can, w all my might, and i'll always love you ttc as long as i can.
TenthJune, i can't promise you'll be my last romance,
But i can promise, that you'll be my sweetest romance.
Quarreling w baby now, shag only.
Im not good enough.
A letter t my favourite internet friend;
Hi. Hmm, my favourite internet friend is.. Hmm, i think Monica ba? Hahaha, cause i never meet her before, but then in our smses damn sweet. We know each other from plurk(?). Haha, i think so. I think we knew each other last year. She's my precious chocolate, <3! Hmm, we talked a fair bit last year when i first knew her. then after that i quitted plurk then we lost contact w each other, until recently, she added me on facebook. Then she gave me her number, then we smsed the next day. Aft that the day before my birthday, she text me ask whether tml my birthday ah, i was like, yea, and our messages were like fucking sweet only okays! Hahaha, i think she's not gonna be my favourite internet friend alr, im gonna meet her soon, im gonna jio her out soon <:!
Loves!
Hi. Hmm, my favourite internet friend is.. Hmm, i think Monica ba? Hahaha, cause i never meet her before, but then in our smses damn sweet. We know each other from plurk(?). Haha, i think so. I think we knew each other last year. She's my precious chocolate, <3! Hmm, we talked a fair bit last year when i first knew her. then after that i quitted plurk then we lost contact w each other, until recently, she added me on facebook. Then she gave me her number, then we smsed the next day. Aft that the day before my birthday, she text me ask whether tml my birthday ah, i was like, yea, and our messages were like fucking sweet only okays! Hahaha, i think she's not gonna be my favourite internet friend alr, im gonna meet her soon, im gonna jio her out soon <:!
Loves!
A letter t my ex boyfr;
LiangLongT.
Hai, how have you been? I wonder, are you happy now? Though that time i asked you whether that zharbor is your girlfr, you said no, i still think she is. Heh, you both feed each other french fries in front of me ley. Pom asked me chill, cause i think you told that girl some things about me or whatever, cause that zharbor keep diao me, and i thought, perhaps, i should let you go. And really, after that day in May, i began t let you go, I let EdwinCBH in, but i guessed i hurt him too. After that i fell in love, really in love, with JerrilCJY, and now, you're no longer that important anymore. Perhaps, i still do look back in the past, and laugh at my foolish tears, but i still do cry over the laughs we once shared. I'm proud t say, i finally let you go, and i hope you'll be happy. And do really find a girl, don't be such a hongster anymore. Remember that time? I fakefake say no la, i trust you outside no zharbor. But actually, i know you have, and i knew who was it. But i kept quiet, thinking i could bear with it, but seems like god bless me, he helped me overcome this fear of losing you, and we finally ended. So many ups and downs, many tears, but the laughters make it worth it. Seems like we can be friends, but everytime you ask for patch, i ask you we be good friends hao ma, you'll say no. You say you wanna wait for me, in the end? Disappointment. I guess, i shall bless you find a good girl, and thanks for wishing me last long with this guy, remember, don't ever tell a girl you not worth her (:
You lost me :)
Hope we'll be like what you said on the phone, grow up, marry, and have 4 children okay?
Im serious this time, i don't want t let you go,
And i sumpa, you leave me once more, i'll do whatever i mentioned on the phone.
Steady hor.
Saranghae, saranghamnida. {L}.
Hello people, imma back, anyone miss me? <: Im so inactive nowadays! Haaa, okayokay, im here t announce, my big day is coming in a shortshort time!!!! Hyper <:
I (L) my tragus & tongue piercing <:, i scared something only, sigh, and it happened. Sad die, fonna elaborate it later, so wait awhile okay! :D
Hmm, 28Sep, tuesday i went down tampines. Lover said she would come along w me, but then something happened then i went alone. Then after collecting things, i went back home.
But before going home, i topup-ed my phone, w 10$, mean i got 10 day free incoming <:, hohoho, happy die cans! Its like i can talk everyday w my silly alr!
30Sep, thur, metup w paperheart aft she release school, went old woodlands, actually deciding go see the angkong shop, then in the end, there write 'gone 4 lunch', then i went repierce tongue :x.
Uncle told me this time painer than last time cause still got scar, then i thought of love :x. This time hurts more, cause alr have scar, hahahaha <: I rock \m/.
31Sep, fri, met wong at platform, then trained down amk. Walking ard dk what t buy fr baby, and he dk what t buy fr Brenda. Awhile only, baby called, ask me meet him at breadtalk in 5 minute.
And i forgot, i was wearing heels, and yayaya, he like damn awkward also. Then aft that we went arcade, while baby found out my tragus, then damn angry only both of us.
Then baby called, then he kup me, then i threw my phone t the ground, leaving wong t pick up fr me. He so poor thing. Broke down in amk hub. Aft that explain t baby, then aft that okay alr.
Went mac, i was the only one eating. Ate like super long. Cause baby keep disiao me, then keep poking me, say what magic, keep make me jump only, then wong taking unglam pictures of me -___-.
After that went buy 2 McFlurry fr me and baby, while he go inside buy fries fr his sister, he keep want return me, i dw ma, then i stuff inside his back pocket, he say i molest -____-.
Aft that, they showed their childishness by going t the weight machine, baby and wong stand together on top, walao, the number shoot up damn fast bodoh!
Aft that, baby went his ahma house alr, then me and wong decided t train home. Ha, was blasting my music in the mrt, fucking squeezy, cant balance -____-.
I had a great day thanks t both baby and wong, and people out there, i want a job desperately, i need money, i want a LG Lollipop, i want t go on a shopping spree. Ah madness!
Im scratching my leg like crazy, been like that fr 1 week alr, went Changi beach w shyan, shilin and josh(?), then got bitten like -_____-. Now im dying. Leg rotten.
That day quarreled w baby alot also, cause i promise him i 8 reach home, i 1am plus then go home, cried in the Kopitiam infront of everybody. Sigh, heng my makeup waterproof! <:
Father went over shyan house downstair fetch me back, mother at there niamniamniam, baby on phone also, he heard everything :x. He was like, damn fucking awkward also.
Then nothing alr, ha, today was studying geog (Y), omg, i realised i didn't study history, aiya, who cares :B, andandand, zombiefarm is damn addicting can ><!
Ha, any apps t intro anot? I bored die alr >< Plus baby sleep alr, he say i cannot call guy, then i now post finish i go sleep alr ^^. See i so tiongxim :x.
Okay, now post finish alr, byebye! Remember t tag <:!
<3!
Hai stranger,
Imma friendly girl alrights, I like making friend, but I hate it when someone stalks me. And that refers t some strangers. Some strangers and like super fucking friendly, some are like totally lame, like they pretend t get close t you, then behind your back ka your jiaowei you also dk, cause you dont even know them ma. Then they think you v funny t bully, haaaa <:. I've met some nice strangers, they became my closest friends. When everyone meets someone new, the someone is a stranger before they become friends, right? I've met some lame strangers which keep disturbing me on msn, telling me im a child porn contributor and no parents etcetc, its like oh-so whatthefuck only? So why get bothered when they talk about you? They want you t be sad, you be happy, they masi lan lan.
Ha, btw i think this post damn lame, okay bye.
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